Monday, January 13, 2014

Will you run into my arms the first time you see me,
Just as you whispered to me over the phone,
When my eyes, red from the sleepless night, anxious to see you in reality
Hides its beauty?
Will you embrace me so it feels like forever,
Though the smell of cheap perfume diffuses all over,
And my clothes worn, having refused to be adorned
By whom I'm scorned?
Will you love me tomorrow as you do today,
When I’m lost for words, with nothing to say,
Overwhelmed at the thought that you chose me
From the many hunters, all armed in their beauty?
Will you still love me when I have loved you so much,
That all I do is stand in wait to satisfy your desires in a rush,
And my olive-brown skin no longer glows, but wrinkles
From life’s blows?
I love how we've got an open relationship....
Telling each other exactly how we feel,
Telling me to always be real.
I love how you can make me smile from so many miles away,
Holding on to every word you say. ...
I love how I can act like the total geek that I am...
You bring so much joy,
And you did right from the start.
Sometimes I wonder is this a dream, is this true?
You came to me at a time I was blue...
Damn babe can you be any more perfect?
Ever since that night, you changed my life,
I’m dying to be your wife....
I love how we are not afraid to try new things,
Accepting whatever life brings.
I love how we have so much in common.
I love how you see beyond what others see,
The real me...
We understand each other on a different level.
Babe you and I are so random.
But besides the point,
I’m so grateful to be a part of your life.
Loving me like no other has before,
And I could never ask for anything more.
To make a long story short,
I love everything about you and our relationship…
I love you with all my heart…
When I first spoke to you 
I felt like I had known you forever, 
Telling you my secrets 
And what I didn't want ever. 
You listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, 
Who would have thought 
We would become more than just friends. 
Over a few days time, I got to know the real you... 
A boy so caring and gentle, 
With a heart so true... 
You've survived your life 
With hurt and loneliness by your side. 
I told you I'd never leave 
Because of the feelings I have inside... 
I know you, like no one I have ever known, 
And sometimes I wonder What I'd do if you were gone? 
So I have decided Time answers all... 
I know its meant to be 
And time will remove the wall... 
I love the way we are together, 
You can always make me smile. 
Meeting you has changed my life 
And I really love you so, 
The feelings I feel for you I am never letting go... 
Remember I'll love you always 
As I know you will too...

confused and composed

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