Reality bites!!!

In the midst of turmoil
There stood a girl
Full of life
And the strength to go on
Life has treated her badly
But she faced it all
Her arms weakened
Her legs were sore
She held on to life
And lives it up
She can't be defeated
She won't fall

This is an ode to my sister...I look up to you for my strength...and I salute you for your courage...we will fight through this together as a family...love you...

Queer Contemplations...

She walked out
A sense of freedom embraced her
No bonds to live by
No rules to obey
She steps out for the first time
All of 14...she had seen the world
As she rubbed the lipstick off
Her clothes stained crimson
Freedom had now found a colour
The knife drops from her hands
She runs out
Runs to play with her friends
Runs towards home'
People stare
Mother's pull their children away
She had a mother once
She had friends once
And now that she was free
Nobody even spoke to her
She had sold her flesh
Out of desperation
But her soul remained
Untouched and strong
By the look on people's face
She realizes it was not only her body sold
But her identity snatched....

Voices Rant On...

And with each dying day
I tread along
I see your hand stretched out
trying to save me from myself
I emanate the stench of death
As it grasps my legs
And pulls me in
I stretch out my hand
To Reach yours
It's too distant I say
You bend closer
Trying your best
I get a hold
You shout hold on tight
I'll pull you out
I'll save you
my hold no stronger
Than a hoar's aging cunt
I slip....
And as I sink into deaths grasp
I smile...
Cause I'll wait...wait for my love to die...

The Bard of Blasphemy...

You lead a life so sacred
The hate just generates
Doubt your own truth
Your existence does decimate

Living a life of solidarity
All power in oneself
Sold your continence to domination
Your cunt is all thats left

Mocking the actuality
The presence far beyond
Abhorrence to the society
Demons do precipitate

You say you are divine
The messenger of the unseen
Living in your own crap
The epitome of reality

You've learnt a lot you say
Celibacy of the mind
Eating away into yourself
The bard of blasphemy bred...

Existence...

Dark Thoughts
oblivious to feeling

Humble tears
a facade of living

Confused existence
no past or present

Look into the future
A dark and lonely horizon...

All this
Cause I'm...

I asked....

When faith is all i have
Why do i get betrayed
If love did resonate
Then why did it have to fade...

For you my love...

Thought I couldn't live without you
As I saw your blood dripping
My hands red
I had lost you
Without a sign
As I held you close
You slipped away
Into no-whereness
Consumed by the love for yourself

I loved you, I cared for you
You made me feel foolish
So I slit your throat
And now I smile
This no-whereness consumes me
As I hold the blade against my throat
I pull it without a care
For nowhere is where we are meant to be...